Even sitting up to visualize at 7AM took significant effort from my part today. My back felt cold and it passed bursts of further coldness, as of lack of energy, as I sat up straight. I then visualized Me jumping on one foot, then on the other. Me running to catch the bus, with no pain, at full speed.
Me on the bus, standing, holding on to the hand holders hanging from the ceiling, lifting myself up with them, and then bending my whole body upwards and forward, using the strength in my core.
Then running, swimming, and biking a triathlon, perhaps the Pittsburgh one, with no pain from the injuries, fully able to bend my joints to their maximum potential. I ran, with full steps, strong and fast, I swam with excellent arm technique, with no limitations on either shoulder, pulling myself completely and strongly with each stroke. Then me making wide, equal circles with my two arms, rotating my straight arms with my shoulders all the way, fast, with great momentum, enough to make the blood all go to my fingers and have them hurt. I saw myself with fireworks in my two hands, entertaining Josué and Daniela thus.
And then Laura and me, walking; holding each other, and I'll smile and remember, and tell her "and to think I doubted my body", and we'd both know that I was completely healed and recovered to my normal state, and that again I was capable of all the things I could do before, and more.
P.S: I also saw myself parkouring again on the steel structure of art, yellow, in Pittsburgh, the one made out of girders. Running, climbing, jumping, landing, rolling, with no pain or limitations whatsoever.
Me on the bus, standing, holding on to the hand holders hanging from the ceiling, lifting myself up with them, and then bending my whole body upwards and forward, using the strength in my core.
Then running, swimming, and biking a triathlon, perhaps the Pittsburgh one, with no pain from the injuries, fully able to bend my joints to their maximum potential. I ran, with full steps, strong and fast, I swam with excellent arm technique, with no limitations on either shoulder, pulling myself completely and strongly with each stroke. Then me making wide, equal circles with my two arms, rotating my straight arms with my shoulders all the way, fast, with great momentum, enough to make the blood all go to my fingers and have them hurt. I saw myself with fireworks in my two hands, entertaining Josué and Daniela thus.
And then Laura and me, walking; holding each other, and I'll smile and remember, and tell her "and to think I doubted my body", and we'd both know that I was completely healed and recovered to my normal state, and that again I was capable of all the things I could do before, and more.
P.S: I also saw myself parkouring again on the steel structure of art, yellow, in Pittsburgh, the one made out of girders. Running, climbing, jumping, landing, rolling, with no pain or limitations whatsoever.
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