bring the walls down

Tis in my being
the feeling of being by her side
my hand imagines touching that skin
between her neck and her right breast
give it to me
she clearly said
I valiant, took off the mighty dread
that my invasion was a farce
manipulated kissing arse
scared shitless, twas the thing to say
I'm scared you'll think of me this way,
that I lied my way into your legs
by crafty logic and silent smiles.

tis not the case now, that I know
you take me in, that's joy galore
I'm here, unclear, and tell you that
uncertain, frightened, hooray for that
can we just open up our trees,
and offer anything that comes out?
the sap, the filth, the joy, the blood
let us be all, not one speck less
or more

let me be a clear container
to my own inklings, feelings, and thoughts
when the walls are down perhaps
with both our walls down we can
play
stay
there. in the center truth
from where nothing and all are birthed without need

my plexus glows, my body is warm
with care I long to share with you
I close my eyes and feel it so
let the fine ethers bring it to you
and bathe your body, shower it through
and hold our feelings back no more