smile
belly flow
love
balance helps remember
all directions are open to us
and we are free to choose
always
awareness spots states, patterns, associations in self
helps find those where flow aches or rushes
allows to focus there, feel why, feel flow ache or rush
often see inter-coagulated concepts
where no light of awareness shed
due to unexamined behavior
to the discomfort of fear
to the thick veil of shame
like "she's looking at you"
and "she wants to have sex with you"
or "i feel joyful when I am with you"
and "you are the source of my happiness"
light of awareness finds these ties
images them untied, and they are
they flap like wings exercised for the first time
their creaky hinges release rusty flow held for long
it sometimes bubbles up and turns to laughter
a freeing dissolution
intention is a direction to move in
a flow of our choosing for our next step in our dance
"No effort is ever wasted", some say
and what could waste be,
if we flow like waves
in this ocean of Life, Consciousness?
"well, I want to be there", some say.
"so I'll move there and I'll be content".
or "I'm not there yet"
"are we there yet?"
laughter comes
we are never there
we are always here
we are never then
we are always now
intention pushes from here
expectation pulls from there
they differ
here is rich, perceived, felt
fluid, pervasive, colorful
now, always
there is single, static, abstract,
unmoving, distant
then, later
if we pull towards expectation
expectation pulls us too
and we feel unfree
A wall on Matala Beach says
"TODAY IS LIFE"
"TOMORROW NEVER COMES"
patterns replicate
ripples grow
blades of grass, leaves, re-produce
language, culture is recited through generations
fear, love, looks
swept from parent to child
awareness helps recognize patterns
intention allows their change
the dancer makes the dance
and makes new
if willed
it may re-plicate, re-create
it may fold anew, create
and in the void of new
may find bliss of freedom
alchemistry touches beauty
helps awareness
helps feel simplicity
restrictions, problems are self-made
rejections of combinations
"if this, then that"
like all patterns.
life flows
in pure flow all combinations may build
and dissolve
breath helps soften
loosen
flow
yoga-like
inhale brings feeling of what is, highlights tightness, pressure
exhale allows what is, accepts, relieves
forest bathing, magic
during allowance of open meander
heart held gratitude, search, want of a guide
found guide of soft, gentle, friend without expectations
loosened some scar within
shed light within
nudged look within
and where hows, whys, purpose were sought
flow, dance, magic are found
still
now
ever
thank you
cry laughter yes
something dissolves within
love
green grass and cookies
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