Love freedom

I have never ever had a love relationship that has been... normal?? If that even makes sense? The few relationships I've ever had have been secret, most have been very short, and none of them satisfactory.

I want a trusting, open, non-secret, loving, happy relationship with a girl in which I can be my own true self and achieve my full potential, and in which this girl can be and achieve her own. One from which we would both learn and grow, in happiness and in wisdom, together.