Stony thoughts

Written on June 12th 2010, transcribed on March 22nd 2011.

Everything's faster, and I think this is because life right now is only a movie played in my head, with me being able to perceive or think, or see the "movie", only one instant every long period of time as compared to "original" life, R-world. This, the Drug, imaginary, cannabis world, is D-world.

(Scribble of my train of thought as it goes backward and forward, looking like a tree graph.

I just finished part 1 of my video. I'm now writing this to keep no moment (or as possible as) of my "stoned" state unlogged. Well, so, being stoned is like constantly having to "wake up", see the situation, and ask everyone "What the heck are you doing??" "Do this! Do that!", but since it "wakes up" so much less frequently, or with less "force" than in the "original" life, more "deterministic", "unrestricted" things that the body itself will do. I've had so many thoughts while writing this last sentence, and could not record any of them, because I was writing the sentence. A much faster output is required to get all my thoughts out. Faster than voice. Maybe typing? =)