seams

Seams I see in Life:

• Between the outer experience and the inner experience. Within the body and outside the body.
• Between family life, work life, and personal life.
• Between interactions with people I feel superior, inferior, or equal to.
• Between action and surrender.
• Between having and not having a sexual rapport with someone.
• Between feeling cooperation, competition, or conflict with another.
• Between the end of an activity and the beginning of another.
• Between feeling a fear and moving through the fear.
• Between attraction and repulsion.

It is at these seams I feel energy leaking at times.

As with water piping, the leaks in the flow often occur at the connectors and junctions of the framework.

When I place awareness on a seam in my life, I can identify the object within me that induces this seam, that requires a border between my states of being. It is often a fear, a repulsion to something that brakes (or pulls) the flow, inducing turbulence.

Or it can be an unconscious reactive behavior, left congealed in the past, perhaps induced by fear.

When I focus my awareness on a seam within me, I can feel the discomfort of the associated fear. When I stay and feel the fear, I process it, it softens, and this seam rises to awareness, it is removed from oblivion, and I can processa and dissolve it further when I encounter it again.

In this worlds, a seamless dance feels delightful.

Graceful and aware.