What kind of parents pretend to their children that the world is asexual, huh? That men and women never touch? Not only that sex is to be waited for until marriage, like many parents, or even that it is bad, like highly religious parents... but that is SIMPLY DOES NOT EXIST???
I fucking blame them for my being so fucking sexually retarded. Growing up, I NEVER saw them together in physical contact. Ever. Ok, once, and it was so weird that the image is clear in my mind of where exactly it happened. They kissed, right behind our car, as we were all getting out from having gone run some errands. Our P133071 car. They kissed. They barely touched their lips, closing their eyes, but nothing else. Nothing else, absolutely nothing. Why did they sleep together in a bed? Didn't know, didn't care. It had just always been like that. It was so weird... there was just never anything that they fucking hid. It was as if they had sex once a year, maybe? Less? I never fucking heard them do anything. Or saw them. Nothing. Not a single thing. Never did they ask me about girls, tell me about girls, or answered my questions on the subject. Never fucking ever. What HELL kind of way is to raise your child?? I didn't know men and women FUCKED until I was like 16!
And when I grew up, I was just so freaking TERRIFIED of the concept of men and women even TOUCHING at all, not to mention FUCKING, that I NEVER DID IT!! I was taught and shown to treat women like they are... made out of fucking glass, for fuck's sake. Fragile and delicate, the woman only allowed men to touch her if they had achieved her utmost favor. And even then, one could almost only hope to dream of achieving that mysterious act, the ultimate conquest, the precious intimate contact, the only admissible sexual act in Disney movies: the Kiss.
Fucking parents, fucking have the decency to raise your kids to at least know what the hell goes on with THE STRONGEST ANIMAL URGE INSIDE A HUMAN BEING. Maybe THEN they can lead a teenage life with SOME self-esteem inside them, and maybe even kiss a girl before he is FUCKING 23 YEARS OLD. Maybe even... come up with the courage to do it HIMSELF.
To my fucking parents: DO NOT REPRODUCE AGAIN. OR RAISE A CHILD AGAIN. It is FUCKING BORING to be your kid. You do have great qualities, I learned a lot from you both. But DO NOT RAISE ANOTHER KID - YOU HAVE PROVEN WORTHLESS PROVIDERS OF SEXUAL EDUCATION. HAVE THE FUCKING GUTS TO TELL YOUR KID THAT MEN AND WOMEN GET NAKED TOGETHER AND MEN GET ERECTIONS ON THEIR PENISES AND INSERT THEM INTO A WOMAN'S VAGINA, OVER AND OVER AGAIN, AND THAT THEY BOTH YELL AND MOAN IN PLEASURE AND EXTASY AND ORGASMS, OVER AND OVER AGAIN, AND THAT THE LONGER THE BETTER, AND THAT BOTH OF THEM ACTUALLY LIKE TO DO THAT!! THAT THAT IS NOT SOMETHING BAD FOR THE WOMAN, SOMETHING THAT SHE DOES NOT LIKE - BUT THAT IT IS A FUCKING AWESOME ACT!!! I HAD TO FUCKING DISCOVER THAT BY MYSELF UNTIL I WAS IN MY FUCKING 20s!
But one can't raise oneself.
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