Melancholic remains

I agreed on being at Peace with her, and I held it well for a day. And now that I removed the barrier between us, again I am struck by sadness and moroseness. I want it not to be so. But it is. How do I avoid this flow of depressive feelings from her to me without creating the artificial barrier of indifference and enmity I had before? This script is an attempt to get these thoughts out of my system - please, GO AWAY. I want to work, I want to focus on other things. Please leave me alone, negative feelings. You do me no good now. Could you come back later? During the summer, maybe? Sometime when these urgent tasks are not all around me and I can spare some more time to wallow and despair in you. Please. Be nice. I just want to do my SML homework and prepare my little presentation for the MURI meeting tomorrow. I'm not telling you to go away completely, just leave me alone for now. Go play cards, or WoW, or something. All of you feelings make a fairly big quantity - hate, sadness, self-pity, hurt pride, unrequited love, jealousy - you can go play poker or pair up for ping-pong. Tell me how it goes, too. We'll catch up later, ok? K, peace out!