ALLOW

ok waht
waht
what
what
waht
WHAT

ok yes I have words
to say
they want to come out
huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

avoiding words
i have been
had been
am
am?
church
I see
sit on tram
feel my body
touch wall and chair and air
and body self
this bunch of flesh and water and intention and thoughts and feelings
it FEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELS
ahhhhhhhhhhh
waht does it feel??

ok
ok
OKKKKKKKKKKK
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





THERE ARE THINGS
I
long for

MISS
MISS IS THE FIRS TWORDS THAT COMES TO MIND
MISS
miss
miss
"is that ok?" AN INTERNAL DIALOGUE ASKS.

Is that ok?

hahahahahahahaha
HAHAHAHAHAH
hahahahahahahahahahahahaha




I MISS HER
I MISS HER TOCUH
I MISS HER MSILE
I MISS HER BODY
I MISS HER SOFT DRESS
GREEN OF VARIOUS SHADES
SOT TO THE TOUCH
SOFT HER FACE
SOFT HER HANDS
SOFT HER GLIDE ACROSS THE KITCHEN FLOOR AND TOWARDS THE TABLE
SOFT HER...
SOMETIMES SOFT
AT TIMES PICKY
POINTY
DISTURBED BY SOMETHING,
SOFTLY POINTS IT OUT AND WANTS TO CORRECT
YES
SOMETIMES
I DO NOT LIKE THAT
HER COMPANY YES
I MISS IT
MY BODY MISSES IT
I GO TO SLEEP
AND MY BODY LONGS FOR HER VICINITY
THAT CONTAINER TO FLOW INTO
TO POUR MY
BODY
WORDS
JOKES
KISSES
CARESSES
INTO

I MISS THEM
I MISS THEM
I DO NOT SEEK THEM
YET I MSIS THEM
AH
ah
HAH
HAH
SIGH