Spending 6 days in Chicago with Laura brought me a multitude of emotions and surprises that I honestly did not expect. Narrating my whole experience seems unnecessary, but I want to persist the main concepts that kept recurring in my mind as I spent time with her.
- "Recuerdo que dijiste que te gustaba, y bueno, eso no se me ha olvidado". And I reacted so objectively, so unemotionally. "The reason I'm not showing much emotion now is because I have repressed my feelings for you to avoid a catastrophe like it happened with Leila". True.
- "We click so well, but there are things that Alejandro has that you just... don't have". "Self-confidence?" "That's one of them". Boldness, sensuality, wittiness. Yup, I have scarce quantities of each. I'm working on it, but I'm a Pisces. So, you know, laid back, little motivation, easily swayed, eager to please.
- You're an Aries! I'm a Pisces! My mind was thinking "Aqeela is an Aries too. And their religions don't get along. Hmmm..."
- Our zodiac natal charts matched so well. Like we had THE SAME planet alignments?? Except for the sun, moon, ascendant, Mercury, and Venus, it all matched. I was just :O. And we DO click so well. She often said "we're basically the same person".
- I wanted to tell her that the reason I wanted to be with her was because she was so good, and motivated to do good deeds, that I wanted to serve my energy to helping her. She seems more driven, more focused - I could boost that and help her achieve her goals, since I don't really have any.
- We coincided with Roger many months ago, and we clicked immediately and liked each other from the start. We believe there has to be a reason for it, and we're looking for it. "Because I knew you, I know I've changed for good".
- Don't wish, don't start, wishing only wounds the heart. Related to wishing for her love and passion, wishing for my full health back.
- I honestly don't think I have enough faith to pray. But if you're up for it, I propose that you pray for me.
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