I asked my chakras a single question today: "What am I doing here?"
As the music began sounding and the tribal rhythm dropped my body on my knees again and again, I asked my question in the red context. Three words came along: "Create my way". I felt the carving of my life occurring as I moved my body and actions into the empty space of the nothing, as I tunneled into the clay of the moment.
As orange came and the sensual sounds and sexual female moans urged my hands to caress my body, I asked my question. The answer was simple. "To enjoy, And feel what you find on your way", and it then swiftly went back to feeling sensuously and enjoying me.
The yellow context in my solar plexus was bright. The music turned celebratory, energetic, and I rose my arms as the joy in me rose. "To show yourself", said the music. I placed my question in this energy, and the answer came quickly. "To shine", it said smilingly, and images rushed into me of opportunities I may have soon to shine my full self, being.
The heart music began with some chanting, monk-like, and it led us into the color green. I vibrated my body, with the awareness of green upon my heart, and asked my question once again. It answered, not as me, but as itself. It said "I am here to love you". I realized with clarity that I had a caretaker in my life, though I did not realize it before. It loves me, whatever happens.
As music turned to throat singing and the words led us to feeling blue irradiating from my throat, I breathed large gasps of air into it, and placed my question in my throat, listened for an answer. I felt the answer from my throat. "I am here to guide you". And I felt grateful for my expression.
The context became purple, and I asked my third eye, the same question, wondering what it may say. Clear words did not come - I felt instead the feeling of exploration, of investigation and summarily a feeling of "I don't know. I'm figuring it out". My hand faced forward and outward and felt a pointed sensation on its palm.
When the music turned even lighter, and we visualized gold in our crown chakra, I saw it move through my body. I didn't even give him the question, he just answered: "To live. You are here to live".
And integrating, I realized how all the answers are true with each other.
