Take

Take take, take another take
there’s no downtake, takes, takes, downtakes,
cause everything, thing we make is what we make,
that’s our route - we take, we make, we stake,
so let’s just shake and bake and break and stake our Time
to Nooooooooooooooooooooooooow.

Patterns

Imitation replicates pattern.
Rejection replicates negative pattern.
Both perpetuate pattern.
Pure Being creates new.

Anxiety

In sleeping bag.
Pen in hand.
Anxiety floats
of social connection...
Sneaky constructs
of dissatisfaction.
For Now is Here
and Here is Now.
Mind races to fetch
those with whom to share this
whose attention might provide
the hot-water feeling
of approval.
So I ask:
What am I afraid of?
That I'm not with someone tonight?
That people don't *want* to be with me tonight?
That unaccompanied moments are wasted?
That interrupted outreaches crumble and rot?
That I'm not admired?
Paired company fluctuates,
and I am always with myself, here.
The wants of others
shift with thier own rhythm.
tying myself to them
is like leashing myself to as
many wild horses
Solitude, I've experienced
beautiful, sublime.
And no effort is wasted.
Interruption of attempts occur
at times. Tying myself to
the results of my actions is
tying myself to a rock I throw
each moment. Some might fly high, and
some might sink to the bottom of the ocean.
Others' admiration shifts with themselves.
Knowing myself may balance.
Balance.
That I have no purpose?
Delight in the Now.
Each will translates into the World
and dances.
May each of us Find each of us
within. Tonight, for me, alone.

Paths

Path is determined stream of moments, events, steps, co-occurrent instances of something. And they serve to reach a place, a goal, a state, quickly and reliably. State-arrivers.

Paths are learned during growth, societal adoption. Communication, clothing, skills, usage of body.

Societal paths are sparse. Space of possibility is ample. To savor it, explore.

Coágulos

Exploro disociar conceptos intercoagulados. Siento que conflictos suceden porque la correlación de ciertos conceptos suele ser fuerte, y su asociación llega a coagularse. Luego, cuando una situación fluye de tal manera que separa a dos conceptos intercoagulados, este coágulo obstruye este flujo, intentando evitar esta separación. Y un flujo obstruido es un conflicto.

Como ejemplo, siento al temor. Si uno teme a algo, uno ha coagulado los conceptos de uno mismo y de la ausencia de ese algo. Y se busca entonces repeler a ese algo de uno mismo.

Y tal restricción disminuye Potencial.

Concientizar sobre tal coágulo permite evaluarlo, y con intención, disolverlo.

Tales restricciones disueltas inducen libertad de bailar y girar y volar en esas fronteras que no se han explorado aún.

Montana pouring

Words poured onto me in 2013, and I received them. Such are these words:
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Mentioned in this post.

Words at Josh's

"I'm stoned. Tell me I said that to you."

"tell me this is the third time I've told you I'm stoned."

"You're so soft. Like a million Meadows." "You've had other Meadows." "No. I have Great Mountains, landslides, I've had valleys, I've had raging rivers, babbling brooks, I've had thunderclouds, earthquakes, tsunamis, I've fallen off cliffs into great canyons. Great desert plains, and great prairies. But you're my only Meadow."

Josh rhyming about honesty and fear. "Fear, is not here! Let me be clear. Fear is not here! Fear is over there, in his underwear!"

Create

Only Creation makes New
Through Trust. Only Trust reaches
into the Unknown Void and enters,
willing to reside where/when/how/why
nothing ever was before.

Trust.

Choose

Choose Trust.
Choose Truth.
Choose Love.
Each of these embodied
engenders purity,
and through pure channels doth Love
flow pristine.

Green sand

Green sand
fondles my feet.
The dry cool wind
enters my nostrils
roams my body inasinglesheetofwind
It fills and plays in this body-shaped tunnel,
I rejoice and belight in the pleasures
enlivened by the divine friction
freely shared by Self from Self to Self for Self
in perennial flow of Love.

Smoothness of vessel
Smoothness of Flow.

Clear the vessel
of
pebbles and shards
bubbles and cracks
tensions and strife
for then Love flows smooth
and Self rejoices in Being.

Green pen

A green pen

slides gently on the sheet

It traces its path

in green

fondled between

three soft guiding beams

of bone, sinew, skin.

It channels body's will

just as do fingers

wrist, elbow, arm,

shoulder, neck, heart?

Allow will to flow

beyond skin through

world. Will flows.

Love flows.

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