Expression, Love, Joy, Peace, Awareness. To discern the Truth in the world. To fulfill my potential. To be able to express fully and in all manners, through my body, my thoughts, my words, my actions, my intentions, and all of my decisions. To recognize the potential in others and in the world, and to help them fulfill that potential.
I want to enjoy what is, without regret or guilt or fear of loss, to give Love to myself and to others entirely, and to feel it come genuinely and purely from others, and to feel full and complete whether others decide to give theirs to me, because I am not without Love - I am full of Love, I can fill myself, and it is beautiful to give it and express it to the world. I want to give it, gift it, have Love burst through me unabashedly, genuinely, joyfully every moment and everywhere I go, and have it spread positive intentions, energy, ideas, emotions, expansion of possibilities, realization and self-growth, to whomever comes in contact with me. I want to glow and light up the world wherever I go. I want to see and perceive the True Nature of people, of animals, of living beings, of Earth, of energy, of Love, of colors, of sounds, of music, of human connections, of Joy, Magic, Good, Truth, Light, and of Myself. I want to be aware that at each moment I am able to create my own reality, and to develop the capacity to apply ability at each step. I want to learn to let go of the past, and to be aware that not doing so can stagnate my growth and that of others.
I wish to express. I want to be unafraid to show my Truth to the world, and to recognize the Beauty in myself and its potential for growth. I want to burst out in expression in all manners that my heart and soul ask me to. I want to sing, I want to dance, I want to laugh, I want to illuminate and clear up ideas and concepts through words, through colors, through music, through paint, through code, through my body, through however and wherever and whenever the channel might come, through the whole world. I want to learn to play the violin as expressively as Lindsey Stirling, and to shine my own feelings faithfully through this instrument, and through the piano, and through my voice. I want to learn again to bring out my intentions along with my words, to remove whatever curtain or filter they have hidden behind, and be able to modulate them into powerful Truth, joyful Light, and intent Awareness. I want to learn to allow my personality and ideas to flow freely, and to have them always be positively shining, complete, and true. I want to develop the skill of acting and improvisation. I want to develop my expression completely through all mediums I encounter, and to Love and fully Experience, at each step, the Beauty of the infinite world I live in.
I wish to remove all Fear from within myself - to cleanse myself of lingering doubts and old husks of incomplete desires. I want to free myself of feelings of superiority and inferiority with respect to others, and to be always aware that they are two sides of the same feeling of incompleteness and lack. I want to shed my lingering concepts of shame and greed, and recognize them as different modalities of the same Fear. I want the awareness of all possibilities around me at each moment, and the flexibility, grace, and discernment to recognize and flow into the most positive directions as I walk, and run, and skip, and dance, and twirl, and sing, and laugh along my path.
I wish to be a beacon of Light, Truth, and Love to whomever I meet along my path. And I wish my heart to feel perennially fulfilled, joyful, and peaceful with the connections of people and the expressions of joy it encounters along the way, whichever form they take. I want to feel empowered to realize any and all of the ideas that bloom in me and I discern as truthful and positive. I want to create meaningful and uplifting electronic music, to learn how to breakdance, and to develop my body, mind, senses, and heart to its full potential. I want to live a Life with rich, white-light experiences and connections with everyone I encounter, and to be plainly joyful to give and to receive positive energy, in whichever form - physical, verbal, emotional, spiritual - it might take.
I want to share my joys, passions, times, excitements, learnings, thoughts, feelings, and experiences, my body, mind, and soul with an all-over beautiful girl who wants to share hers with me, and I want us to support each other as we go through Life together.
